His status: and i'm in so deep. you know i'm such a fool for you. you've got me wrapped around your finger. do you have to let it linger?

BUZZ!!!

Jenn: bakit?

applebytes1: la lang..nangugulo lang..hehe..

Jenn: hahaha.

Jenn: ok lng. d nmn tlga ko nagaaral. kmokopya lang ako

Jenn: msta na?

applebytes1: im fine thank u..u? mapagpangap..

Jenn: ok lng..

Jenn: mapapanggap? sino? ako?

applebytes1: studying daw..

applebytes1: hehe..

Jenn: haha.

Jenn: mmya magaaral na ko

Jenn: kopya ko muna ung experiment para sa pre-lab journal.

Jenn: kakakain ko lng kya kktmad magaral

applebytes1:

applebytes1: ganun ba un?

Jenn: ahahha

Jenn: hindi. theory lang.

Jenn: hahaha.

Jenn: pag kakakain lng kasi inaantok na eh

Jenn: o dba. bongga. patheory theory nlng ako

Jenn:

BUZZ!!!

applebytes1:

applebytes1: ambaet mo naman tgnan sa id pix mo..

Jenn: question.. chemical ba ung chalk? :?

Jenn: hahaha. sympre dpat mkhang mabait. hahaha. yan bnbgay sa prof eh

Jenn:

applebytes1: alam ko borax ung chalk..

Jenn: hhaha

Jenn: ang bobo ko sa chem.

Jenn:

BUZZ!!!

Jenn:

applebytes1: baboy..

applebytes1: baboy..

Jenn: hhaha

Jenn: o anu na?

applebytes1: baboy..

applebytes1: baboy..

applebytes1: d kaw a..

applebytes1: nakukyutan lang ako sa baboy..

applebytes1: kumusta?

applebytes1: hehe..

Jenn: ok lng

Jenn: parang d mo tnanong knina

applebytes1:

applebytes1: no na gawa mo?

Jenn: un parin.

Jenn: kopya. hahaha. tapos kinig mp3..

Jenn: basa ng blogs.

applebytes1: d na ko naspecial mention sa blog mo..hehe..

Jenn: anu naman immention ko? haha. d nmn na tau naguusap.

Jenn: tapos.... kelan kita na-special mention? hahaha. d ko na maalala

applebytes1: basta..hehe..

applebytes1: sensya bc kc ko e..

Jenn: teka. saang post un?

Jenn: mamaya hindi naman pala ikaw ung tinutukoy ko dun.

applebytes1: pede mong sabhing feeling lang ako pero..

applebytes1: ..ako talaga un e..hehe..

Jenn: saan dun?

applebytes1: cno pa ba me bday ng mar 8?

Jenn: ah oo ikaw un

Jenn:

applebytes1: hehe..

applebytes1: pero ung out of reach d talaga ako un no..

Jenn: nope

applebytes1: cge..iicpn ko na lang na ako un..

Jenn: ngek, hahaha.

applebytes1: sory a..sapul dn sakin e..

Jenn: teka.

Jenn: hahaha.

Jenn: d ko gets.

Jenn: sapul sayo kng ako ung kumanta..

Jenn: o sapul sakin kng ikaw ung kmanta?

applebytes1: cno ba ung kumakanta?

applebytes1: dba kaw?

BUZZ!!!

Jenn: hahaha. oo.

Jenn: sorry ngaun lng. nagcomment ako.

Jenn: sa blog ng iba

Jenn: bkt naman magiging sapul sayo?

applebytes1: basahin mo kaya..

applebytes1: w/d side coments..

Jenn:

Jenn: anung month na ba un. teka

Jenn:

applebytes1: wats funy? cryoso ko..hehe..

Jenn: d ko na maaalala

Jenn: hahaha wait hnahanap ko

applebytes1: pero somhow buti dng d ako un..

applebytes1: kc kung ako un ibg sabhin la na kong pagasa sayo..

Jenn: hay. promises are meant to be broken tlga noh.

Jenn: http://jeniperr.blogspot.com/2005_10_01_jeniperr_archive.html tgnan mo ung oct30

applebytes1: wat u min? d ko gets..

Jenn: "Maybe there's still a chance daw." (or something like that.) eh ngayon nga d na kmi naguusap.

Jenn: life's a bitch tlga. ung mahal mo, d ka naman mahal. wtf.

applebytes1: cno ba un?

Jenn: haha. mushy na.

Jenn: ex ko.....5 yrs ago.

applebytes1: buti pa sya..

applebytes1: ....

applebytes1: nahukay mo na ung cnasab ko sayo?

applebytes1:

Jenn: d pa. amp. hahaha.

Jenn: simula nung niloko niya ko.. hindi na ako nagmahal ng ganun.. d na ko nagmahal ng sobra sobra.

applebytes1: minsan lang ako magmura pero d ko na mapgilan..putang ina..ansakit naman madnig nun..

applebytes1: putang ina talaga..pasensya na..minsan lang tong pagmumura ko..

applebytes1: 2 tel u honestly..im cryin now..sa 22ong buhay..

applebytes1:

Jenn: im sorry..

Jenn: wait lang. bababa ako.

applebytes1: d mo naman kasalanang minahal kita e..

applebytes1: sa 22o lang..marami akong gus2 sabhin sayo thru d yrs..pero mahirap sabhin ng sa chat lang..

Jenn: im sorry dahil nasaktan kta..

applebytes1: d mo naman kasalanan e..minahal kita at kasali dun ung sugal na masasaktan ako..

applebytes1: kaya gus2 kita makausap nun pa sa fon..o sa personal..kc marami pa kong tnatago sa puso ko..

applebytes1: sana mapagbgyan mo ko?

Jenn: bkt hindi nalang d2?

applebytes1: baket d mo ko maharap?

applebytes1: meron kcng mga bagay..

applebytes1: na mas madaling sabhin sa personal o sa fon..

applebytes1: bat yaw mo makipagusap o makipagkita?

applebytes1: me kinatatakutan ka bang mangyari?

BUZZ!!!

applebytes1: fine..cge..wag ka sumagot..d naman kita masisisi e..

applebytes1: basta mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal pa dn kita..at d magbabago un..

applebytes1: cge muna..

applebytes1: pupukpok ko muna ulo ko sa pader..baka malaman ko kung san ako nagkamali..

applebytes1: by the way..ur sory u hurt me?

applebytes1: y not giv me a chance not 2 b hurt nymor?

Jenn: sorry.

Jenn: i don't wanna be hurt anymore.

Jenn: i just moved on, hindi pa ko handa na masaktan ulit.

Jenn: kung alam mo lang.. i was so hurt nung nalaman kong kayo na ni becky.

applebytes1: d mo kc lam kung ano ung mga kwen2 sa likod nun e..

Jenn: kasi hindi mo sinasabi.

applebytes1: kc u never gav me d chance 2 xplain my side..

Jenn: you didn't want to.

applebytes1: ol i was askin fr u was a fon convers8ion or a mtg 4 me 2 clr things out..

applebytes1: its easier dat way cos at least der lam kong anjan ka lang..dto..malay ko ba kung nadc ka na..

Jenn: i dont want u to see nor hear me cry.

Jenn: baka anu pang masabi ko sayo kng magusap tayo. hindi un ka2lad dito na pwde kong baguhin yung sasabihin ko.

Jenn: taklesa ako.

Jenn: sa totoo lang masakit akong magsalita.

applebytes1: lam ko naman un e..tngin mo d ko kaya tangapn un if & wen magkita tayo?

applebytes1: mahal kita di ba? at mahal mo ko (nun) di ba? matatangap kong makita kang umiak..pustahan tayo mauuna pa kong umiak sayo..

Jenn: ayoko rin nakakakita ng taong umiiyak.

Jenn: could u please tell it now?

applebytes1: d ko masasab lahat..

Jenn: why not?

applebytes1: cos somtimes we hav 2 stop running..we hav 2 face b truth that we hav bn hidng fr 4 yrs..literaly..

applebytes1: but ds i can say now: if only i can turn bak time..i wud hav cleared evrythin w/u..askd u if u cud fight 4 me..& prov dat im worthy of ur lov..

Jenn: .......

applebytes1: if i promis not 2 cry wil u face me? or even tok 2 me on d fon? d ka na naman iiak e dba?

Jenn: i cry easily.

Jenn: so, no.

Jenn: email mo nlng kung ayaw mong sbhin dito..

applebytes1: y wud u? tapos na naman para sayo un dba?

Jenn: oo. pero.. basta!

applebytes1: o hindi pa?

Jenn: tapos na.

applebytes1: pwes para sakin d pa pero..ano naman sayo?

applebytes1: ano naman sayo kung hangang ngayon umiiak pa dn ako dahil sayo?

applebytes1: basta to lang muna sasabhin ko: knowing wat i know now..d na sana ko nakipaggf..

Jenn: hay.

Jenn: eh bakit mo ba sya niligawan in the first place?

applebytes1: cno nagsab sayong niligawan ko sya?

applebytes1: basta..hangat d mo ko hinaharap..d matatapos to..

Jenn: eh anung ginawa mo sa kanya at naging kayo?

applebytes1: dosnt mater..kung ano man un..pnagccchan ko na un..

applebytes1: kund mo pa lam..

applebytes1: konti lang ang mga bagay na pnagcchan ko sa buhay ko..at 1 un dun..

Jenn: doesn't matter. ayan. that proves na ikaw ang ayaw magsalita.

applebytes1: because its not important 2 us..

Jenn: i want to know.

applebytes1: y?

Jenn: gusto ko lang.

applebytes1: saka na..pag hinarap mo na ko..

Jenn: fine. then i'll never know what happened.

Jenn: friendship lang mabibigay ko sayo. i hope u can accept that.

Jenn: i accepted the things that cannot be changed. and i hope you do too.

applebytes1: magpapakamatay na ko.

Jenn: wag kang gnyan.

Jenn: there's a better life out there for u.

applebytes1: no. there's only a bitter life.

Jenn: commiting suicide for someone is the stupidest thing to do.

applebytes1: why? because i'm not chinese?

applebytes1: then call me stupid. go to my funeral & shout at me at the top of my lungs that i'm stupid.

Jenn: anu ka ba.

Jenn: konsensya ko pa kung mamatay ka.

Jenn: what do u want me to do?

Jenn: mahalin ka? para lang hindi ka magpakamatay?

Jenn: hindi ba mas masakit na malaman yun?

Jenn: yung taong mahal mo, nagkukunyari lang na mahal ka?!

applebytes1: why can't you love me again?

applebytes1: why? because i'm not chinese?

Jenn: because i don't love you anymore..

applebytes1: then..

applebytes1: why can't you love me again?

Jenn: because i don't love you anymore..

applebytes1: why can't you love me again?

Jenn: hay nako.

applebytes1: why did you fall out of love? what did i do?

Jenn: i just did.

Jenn: ganun lang talaga.

applebytes1: and what can i do for you to love me back?

Jenn: nothing. you don't need me.

applebytes1: that's not true.

Jenn: forget me.

Jenn: please.

applebytes1: why? i thought you'll still offer friendship to me?

applebytes1: why do you want me to forget you?

Jenn: friendship, oo.

Jenn: pero kalimutan mo muna lahat ng feelings.

applebytes1: i'd rather that you lie telling me i love you than you tell the truth that you don't love me.

Jenn: that's pathetic.

Jenn: i don't lie.

applebytes1: then call me pathetic.

applebytes1: why are you afraid to see me or hear my voice? because you're afraid that everything will come back?

Jenn: oo.

applebytes1: yun naman pala e. e bat mo pa pipigilan?

Jenn: dahil hindi pwede.

applebytes1: why not?

Jenn: hindi pwede.

applebytes1: because i'm not chinese?

Jenn: isa na yun.

applebytes1: ano pa?

Jenn: yun na rin ang primary reason.

Jenn: wala na.

applebytes1: i thought you said before that you would have fought for me.

applebytes1: you don't lie di ba?

Jenn: would have.

applebytes1: bakit di mo panindigan ang sinabi mo?

Jenn: nung nalaman ko na nagkagf ka na, hindi ko nalang tinuloy.

applebytes1: maari pa bang mabago ang isip mo pag nadinig mo ang buong kwento?

Jenn: hindi na.

applebytes1: yun naman pala e.

applebytes1: magpapakamatay na lang ako.

applebytes1: bye.

Jenn: you don't deserve someone like me.

Jenn: move on na.

Jenn: yun lang masasabi ko.

applebytes1: yeah. i'll move on. to the afterlife.

Jenn: anu ba.

Jenn: respect my decision nalang.

applebytes1: e ako? nirespeto mo ba ko?

applebytes1: cge..rerespe2hin ko un pero right after magpapakamatay na ko.

applebytes1: but b4 i kill myself..il confess 2 1 thing..

applebytes1: panakip butas ko c becky sayo.

applebytes1: cge na. salamat sa lahat. mahal na mahal kita.

applebytes1: magpapakamatay na ko.

Jenn: anu ba.

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Why the fuck did this happen to me twice!? :cry: